Upcoming Events & News...

Phantasm- Halloween at the Armory

San Francisco 

October 28th

Ridiculously excited to be performing as a creepy duo with the one & only True Blue for Halloween in SanFran!

Get your tickets now, before it's too late... 

HMN x Kissmedeadlydoll : Queen Opening & Performance Event


November 11th

Opening event for Queen: a creative collaboration with HMN Creative, Rachel Thalia, & myself. Come see the full interactive gallery exhibit & a very special performance I will be doing with Fuoco. 

Tickets are limited, & on sale now.

Lust: Alternative Thanksgiving


Nov 17th

Performing throughout the evening with my partner in crime MildredSPierce. Come join us.. and give thanks. 

Tickets are on sale now! Check out the eventbrite page for more info.



Nov 18-19th 

Excited to participate in my second year at this rope exchange. Looking forward to sharing new ideas and working with other innovative individuals. 


Kissmedeadlydoll is a NYC based rope lover and avid self-suspender. After discovering her love of rope as a demo model, she quickly began recreating and practicing ties on her own.. thus starting her foray into obsessive amounts of auto-bondage and suspension. 

Primarily self taught through trial and error, four and a half years later she is sharing her love of self-suspending as a creator via her photography (aka the "selftie selfie"), showcasing her skills at various public events, and teaching others how to safely enjoy rope bondage. 

With a background in fashion design & leather craft, it was really only a matter of time until fetishism and fashion lines started to collide in a personal and professional manner. Always searching for new ways to portray bondage mixed with artistic styling and presentation, this is just the beginning... 

Her goal in all self-suspensions is to be the rigger and the bottom, adapt those same concepts of how one ties someone else... to tie yourself. To educate and inspire others, to collaborate and find something new. 


Kissmedeadlydoll offers private shibari lessons in NYC.

Self-Suspension lessons can range from beginner - advanced. 

Tying lessons with a partner, she prefers to focus on beginner skills, connection, finding what you really enjoy about tying your partner... focusing on safety & the building blocks of what makes ties work.

Workshops & Intensives - Doll has experience traveling the world to teach self-suspension workshops. She is open to scheduling travel to teach in your community as well! 

Email for more information about lessons, workshops & prices.


Have an event you're planning and want something a "little different" for the entertainment portion? 

Kissmedeadlydoll has performed several self-suspension routines internationally and can customize a theme for the performance specific to your event. 

Doll also performs as a rigger with her artistic partner MildredSPierce. They can be hired as a duo for interactive suspension performances. Most recently spotted performing at the Lust_NYC parties.

She is also an experienced bondage model & available as a bottom/model for performances in the NYC area.

Artistic Collaborations

Doll is always open to collaborating with other artists! As a model, photographer, rope bondage specialist for photo shoots, performances, videos, etc etc. :) 

However, please respect the fact that she dedicates a large portion of her time to developing her tying skills and doing it safely! Quality work comes with a day rate or an hourly fee depending on the size of the project. 

Keep up with Doll via Instagram!

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